magicthatwas

Meaningless entry. Life is goood it’s tough but it’s goood. 

My heavy heavy eyebags and my dark dark circles look like I have not slept for months. It’s okay, soon dila, soon.

I miss tumblr. I’ve been blogging at here for quite sometime. Now i feel like tumblring back. Yes, I shall do that!! Blogging and tumblring at the same time omg why am i so lame? Anyway, school is ending sooon. We are going to submit our fyp FINAL report this monday oh God oh God I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel!!! Damn it, I need to stop exaggerating cos hello, i still have my 2 weeks of attachment at that hospital, a common test two, and 3 final papers to sit and oh my, final exams are like 3 weeks awayy.

I believe everyone is beautiful in their own ways. And I strongly believe that beauty comes from within you and not from one’s physical appearance. If you get to know someone who is beautifully beautiful inside, you will soon realise and will be able to see that she is beautiful on the outside too. At this moment, I believe that I am beautiful (and i am not talking about my personality here). I know I don’t have one of the prettiest face and to be honest, I really don’t mind, at all. I used to have a pimply skin (and it is still a little pimply now) And I never applied a concealer on my face because I did not bother to hide the pimples.  I do not have the perfect features but I feel thankful. To the Almighty for everything He has given me. Let us all learn ourselves, embrace ourselves and most importantly love what God has given us. ie how i love my smelly look every morning.

“and in the end, it’s not about who’s skinnier, or who’s prettier. it’s about who can survive through all the name calling, and dirty looks. it’s about who has the strength to not care.”

wish ika and noh were with us yesterday

I’ve made things worse and I’ve hurt the people I love. To think back, it was entirely my fault. I should have just keep my mouth shut, and now, I am truly regret at the things I’ve done or said. I cannot imagine how it is like to be stabbed in the back. And therefore, on behalf, I am sorry, even though I know, that by saying sorry, it will not heal the hurt or mend the heart. But I will say it, time and time again because I believe in, hope. I hope, she didn’t mean what she said. And I hope that it is not too late for her to take them back. And I really hope you can forgive me, us, for the things we have done. 

My virgin visit to Cat Socrates. I am mighty happy now because i really really love my buys. I would love to go there again and again. I can’t buy happiness but i can buy anything beautiful from the store, anything I think that can put a smile on my face.

My dad’s big map of continents of the world. I used to ask him where is where but ever since I found this map somewhere over the rainbow, I’ve made full use of it. I will open this map up if I do not know where on earth is, say, Panama, or Uruguay, or even Maldives. And do you know, that Sweden and Switzerland are two different countries? Because, I just knew. This shows how shallow my geography’s knowledge is. Tsk tsk shakes head.