February 2011
3 posts
Meaningless entry. Life is goood it’s tough but it’s goood.
My heavy heavy eyebags and my dark dark circles look like I have not slept for months. It’s okay, soon dila, soon.
I miss tumblr. I’ve been blogging at here for quite sometime. Now i feel like tumblring back. Yes, I shall do that!! Blogging and tumblring at the same time omg why am i so lame? Anyway, school is ending sooon. We are going to submit our fyp FINAL report this monday oh God oh God I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel!!! Damn it, I need to stop exaggerating cos hello, i still...
November 2010
15 posts
I believe everyone is beautiful in their own ways. And I strongly believe that beauty comes from within you and not from one’s physical appearance. If you get to know someone who is beautifully beautiful inside, you will soon realise and will be able to see that she is beautiful on the outside too. At this moment, I believe that I am beautiful (and i am not talking about my personality...
wish ika and noh were with us yesterday
I’ve made things worse and I’ve hurt the people I love. To think back, it was entirely my fault. I should have just keep my mouth shut, and now, I am truly regret at the things I’ve done or said. I cannot imagine how it is like to be stabbed in the back. And therefore, on behalf, I am sorry, even though I know, that by saying sorry, it will not heal the hurt or mend the heart....
My virgin visit to Cat Socrates. I am mighty happy now because i really really love my buys. I would love to go there again and again. I can’t buy happiness but i can buy anything beautiful from the store, anything I think that can put a smile on my face.
My dad’s big map of continents of the world. I used to ask him where is where but ever since I found this map somewhere over the rainbow, I’ve made full use of it. I will open this map up if I do not know where on earth is, say, Panama, or Uruguay, or even Maldives. And do you know, that Sweden and Switzerland are two different countries? Because, I just knew. This shows how...
Shushi! :)
This is my random orange winnie the pooh bag that I got for a dollar at watson sale. It is definitely not a cosmetic bag because I don’t have a collection of cosmetics in the bag. My mentholatum lipbalm is my favourite because of the minty menthol feeling. I didn’t know I have a peach flavor savers lipbalm until today and I think I must have forgotten...
You see, whenever I feel this feeling that I’m feeling right now, I will either go to here or my livejournal and let my 10 fingers do the typing. Right now, like usual, Coldplay songs are on repeat. ‘ve been ditching Coldplay because of some other cooler bands, and will only listen to their songs when I feel like listening, like now. Slap me please! What was I thinking?!
Still...
October 2010
3 posts
Recently I bought myself a denim jumper and I was disappointed at how I look like in it. Thanks to my big big butt and thighs. Sigh. See now why I have to work out and have to do inner thighs exercises every time I have the free time?
I don’t like being typical. Everyone doesn’t like being one even though there’s no rule or law saying it is wrong to be one. Sometimes, being typical will make you look cool. You know that kind of cool where people around you will come to you and admire you and praise you and dear you? Yes, that cool. And everyone is ‘competing’ with everyone as they do not want to...
September 2010
9 posts
results are out. i received it with an open heart. i do not feel contented about it but Alhamdulillah, at least i made it. i dont expect my results to be better this this time round because i know i screwed up my class tests and common tests. my cgpa does not go down down the hill. it is good to me but but noot good enough to make it to local U especially NUS. now, i am more concerned about what...
My current favorite song. The Script is like the...
I am… sick and tired of being sick and tired. Oh man, will i be ok?
“If something fits and you look good in it, it will look expensive”
- Classy: Exceptional Advice Fot The Extremely Modern Lady by Derek Blasberg
“I’ve always thought that only expensive clothes will make me look like a...”
Hello! I’ve been very busy with all the Hari Raya preparations. Yesterday, being the eve of Raya, was hectic. It’s always the eve of this festive season that we have to be jam-packed with household chores from cooking a number of dishes like Rendang, Soto, Satay and it’s gravy, to cleaning/wiping every corner of the house and vacuuming the whole house so we can put down the...
Went to collect developed photos from Holga that I borrowed from Lenny (i’m sorry it’s been more than 2 months!) Some photos were taken when we went to Lorong Buangkok, the only village left in Singapore, about 2 months ago.
I took this picture above when Fiza and Lenny were stoning in the school library. Hehe.
I feel like getting my hands on a holga. I love the fact...
August 2010
9 posts
I baked cookies again, at 515am in the morning! Call me crazy. But I didn’t feel like sleeping after my pre-dawn meal, so I decided to bake Suji. Suji is one of my favorite Raya cookies! According to my Chinese friends, it tasted a bit like Wan Wan biscuits. (look below)
I don’t know why we call it Wan Wan biscuits. Must be the name of the kid in the picture, I guess. One thing...
Prata cheese I made and cappuccino! Anyways, exam’s over, let’s go clubbing! Hahaha, no just joking, I don’t club! :)
i had my first paper this morning. oh my what a bummer!
Today is not a good day. I had tears from my already red and puffy eyes (due to the lack of sleep I had the night before thanks to insomnia) while I went for baju kurung hunting at Geylang. Was annoyed irritated stressed depressed hungry sleepy burnt out cranky moody offended fed up plus 101 other emotions. I tried to suppress these mix emotions that were bubbling up inside me like as if I was...
i cannot focus when the sun is still up. i dont know why.
i see lesser and lesser people each day. memorising is so not my thing. i miss doing maths.
what if i cannot make it to where i want to be in the future? i try not to think about it but how can i not? this is so depressing. especially when i see other people’s dreams come true.
need to start proper already. havent been doing that as of late. been busy doing… nothing. i tend to zonk out just after a few minutes of study. i need to buck up like seriously.
this feeling that im feeling now is bugging me. and i cannot focus now. it is sad to see people saying fml fml. i lovelovelove my life even though it has been like a roller coaster ride. only that my ride is way better and thriller. awesome. have not been studying today. tmr maybe, Inshaallah. i want to read more books. cannot wait for the hols. sleeping now. sahur in a few hours time. now i feel...
July 2010
2 posts
right now i’m taking a very very short break from my revision.i am also anxiously waiting for my wisp lecturer to email me my presentation grade.i hate these topics man.seriously, what is it that i am reading? nothing goes into my brain.and do you know that no-thing comes from the word no and thing.meaning, not a single thing can penetrate through the lining of my brain wall.i know i should...
two presentations off my shoulders like finally.my group didn’t present like what i’d expected them to present and my content is not as superb as the other groups in my class.i am amazed by the content of the rest.for a group which got a grade B, their content was way better than mine so now I am afraid of the grade my lecturer would give.i dont mind at all if it is B.but please not...
May 2010
10 posts
I don’t feel like blogging anymore. Not there. Not here. But I will be back. Goodbye.
CGH
Didn’t do much in CGH but we definitely learnt alot. That aside, we talked and laughed alot too. We’ll be at NUH next week!
I will make you famous one day ;)
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This is my bestriend, Lenny. Look at what she did to my desktop background.
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are...
slacky Thursday
I love chewing on sandwiches or snacks from the vending machines, i love chewing on pearls from my bubble tea, i love tasting my fried rice i cooked from home, i love the slurping sound we made when we drink bubble tea, and i especially love doing all these when the lecturer is teaching. You know, lecture can be very dry and boring most of the time that in order to concentrate, I must...
extra handwritten notes. atrocious handwriting.
chim much? today, the lecturer took the whole whiteboard to explain renal ortheodystrophy. i think if she could write on the walls, she would.
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